When I had my first baby, it took me 16 hours. The second time was way easier and this time I feel like I was born to keep doing this 🙂 We’re going home tonight, and I’m feeling stronger than ever. It’s invigorating to give birth!
She’s so lovely ❤
Mark called me. We had a long talk.
He congratulated us, he had been worried since I’m no spring chicken anymore. 😉 He didn’t want to talk about the baby, I can understand that. But he wasn’t resentful, just sad I think. Sad to be on the outside, sad not to be part of this, sad knowing that he created this pain for himself. He agreed I can spend the first night with Graham, tomorrow I’ll be back with Mark. It’ll be fine.
Graham gave me a small platinum bracelet with a saphire hedgehog charm. 🙂 Ok.
I understand the symbolism.
It will be wonderful to bring my baby home.