I had been feeling queasy for quite some time. I put it down to the turmoil concerning my first husband’s #2, and the excitement I felt about our planned trip to the US and the whole issue with my son and Mark. When I started noticing that my monthly didn’t show, I actually thought it was due to stress – or even the first signs of menopause!
When I first realized I was pregnant I was shocked. Stunned. I felt like I was in the eye of a storm.
To make a long story short, my family has been on an unbelievable roller coaster ride, but we have come out of it just fine.
Graham is so happy. He never thought he would have a child with me, he was overjoyed right from the start. Mark, well Mark was devastated. He actually left me. He said he couldn’t take it. He couldn’t stand the thought of me carrying another man’s child. He couldn’t stand the thought of me and Graham being happy about something that brought him the worst pain ever. So he left me. I was desolate, beyond words. He left me.
But he came back.
It has been hell for him I know. He’s still in a lot of pain. But he’s back with me, and we are handling it together.
I have more news to share with you of course, but this must be enough for now since I have a doctor’s appointment.
But I wanted you to know, we’re all still here.