I spent last night putting chicken and lamb in yoghurt and spices so I can do some really nice Indian dishes tonight. I’m a good cook, though usually my husbands do the cooking since they both love it. How lucky am I?
I bought a beautiful old clock yesterday just off Portobello. I had absolutely no need for it, but it was irresistible. When the man was wrapping it for me he said he hoped it would only tell happy time. Gee – do I agree. It somehow felt like a good sign when he said it, like a message. I hope so.
I am feeling very calm now, I’m looking forward to this evening and to being with my first husband again. I know it will feel a bit awkward at first, I’m expecting that old feeling back – has he brushed his teeth properly, taken 5 showers…
I’ll handle it.
I’ve decided to leave a lot of things unsaid tonight.
There will be time to talk tomorrow.