Yesterday he called me on Skype. It felt a bit awkward. In polygamy, the things that can not be said are often more difficult to handle than the things that are said…
Is his #2 sad, angry, afraid, comfortable, relieved? I don’t know. We can’t talk about her, not the way things are. My husband didn’t ask about Graham either. Mostly we just talked about the heat, the food, laughed about the way my husband already has a nice tan while I am white enough to make an aspirin on my skin look like a birthmark 🙂
Finally I asked him: How are you holding up?
I just had time to see his face crack and fall apart before he splurted “Gotta go”.
I suppose that answers my question.