Everything has been calm through ramadan, I’ve been told she went into religious hibernation, praying and fasting, keeping her usual drama in cheque..
Now, she’s back to her old self.
Obviously she is beginning to see that this is the way her life will be from now on. The first shock has worn off, her silly dreams of things suddenly becoming better for her have died and she has at last faced the fact that her own stupidity and greed has landed her in a dull dull dull existence.
So she has started her Skyping, texting, mail-bombing et.c. again. She is screaming about how unfair everything is, about her rights as a “wife”, about how my husband should use my wealth to have her back, to give her everything the same as I have blah blah blah..
She texted like 20 times today, and she’s been trying to get my husband on Skype. She keeps breaking down, crying and blubbering and my husband just can’t take it. He knows he is responsible for this, even if this silly cow has done a lot to bring herself down..
My husband was supposed to go see her in November. Now, he is asking if I would consider letting him go earlier, maybe sometime in September.
Part of me wants to show mercy. This is a very young woman, alone and depressed, afraid and poor. I would want to be kind.
But then I remember this is the girl who showed me no mercy whatsoever. This is the girl who took my children’s father away. This is the woman who “married” my husband even though she knew it would destroy my life and hurt me irrevocably. She did it behind my back and afterwards she ranted it was her “right” and she has done everything to keep making my life hell.
Why should I show mercy?
Why should I be kind to her?
She is a disgusting, lying manipulative whore, a home wrecker and a cheap piece of shit.
I wish I could find a reason to help her, to be kind to her.